Learning Violin

Jan 17, 2022

I've been learning how to play the violin this last month, and it's been rough. There are so many pieces to calibrate simply to make a noise.

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Producing a sound on a single string involves moving the bow fairly quickly, and if I move the bow too slowly I get a horrible scratching sound.

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All these details I am acutely aware of because I'm a violin amatuer. While it is a lot of mental overhead, I know that after many reps this will become second nature, like past instruments I have learned.

It's been fun to be a beginner at something again. The feedback from the reality of how terrible I sound, and constantly iterating, trying out new positions, and this general feeling of discomfort, is how I know I'm really learning.

My goal right now is to become proficient at reading sheet music, be able to improvise melodies comfortably, maybe learn a Bach partita.

But my meta goal with this is to suck at something. Starting over from nothing challenges me in such a different way. I needed a reminder of this feeling. Hopefully it will be motivating when I am feeling stagnant.

What I'm loving so far with the violin is how much it demands of my attention to intonation. I find this similar to trumpet, saxophone, and bass, but on the violin I feel it is much more difficult to get the correct intonation.

I also appreciate how much knowledge of the instrument is needed to get started making a note. With piano, I'm spoiled with not really having to know how a sound is produced besides a vague notion that hammers are hitting strings. Keith Jarrett has a bit about this, that pianists should know how their instrument works, so that when something feels off about a piano, they know what is causing it and can speak with the owner of the piano to address the cause. With the violin, you have to know from the start how it functions.

What drew me in with the violin is the resonance. There is a suprising amount of variety I can get from just the bow on the open strings in terms of timbre and overtones.

I might sound overly optimistic with all I've said. The reality is that it's been a frustrating process. But I'm excited for the journey ahead.